Second Soliloquy
A journey into the mindscape...
Moving Out
Every now and then, I reflect on how I feel about certain things, and you know what? I don't feel like I'm graduating, and I don't feel like I want to.I mean, after 4 years of going to the same school, I'm already used to life in Pisay. Graduating and going up to college would be a big change in my life, and I honestly don't like big changes like that. Of course, without any change things would quickly get boring. But I like it better when changes are small, so I can quickly get used to the new environment.
I know I'm going to be graduating, and I also know that I'm going off to college soon. But somehow, I find it hard to believe, as if I'm in denial about it. Right now, I'm just going through the motions, but my heart's just not in it. I don't want to believe I'm graduating already.
I'm not ready to leave yet.
