Second Soliloquy

A journey into the mindscape...


Injury is Bliss

No, I didn't accidentally cut myself and somehow found pleasure in the feeling. It's just that I find it harder to let go of feelings of agony, or guilt, or despair, or pain (the emotional kind), or misery. Simply because I'm actually enjoying the experience (well, to some degree, anyway). Even if it kills me inside.


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posted by Anonymous 
Lorenz on 11:51  
hi! just bloghopped my way here~

oh gawd, we have absolutely the same feeling. i very much enjoy keeping this real dark hatred inside of me because... i don't know, i enjoy it. :D i've been a goody-two-shoes for like, ever, so maybe that's the reason why right now, i'm enjoying that hatred and anger. it's weird nga lang, i've felt like this whole hatred thing was natural. maybe i was really half evil inside to begin with, di ko lang malabas. <---- in short, i'm being drawn into the dark side wehehe. funny, i don't even like star wars. :p

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